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October 14, 2021 by szachik@pvs.org Leave a Comment

Occasionally, The Bird on Fire is gifted with work from our PVS alumni. This famous alumnus (initials J.D.), who writes under the pseudonym “Ajax,” sends us the following poem on the “high occupancy vehicle” usually found in the carpool lane on the freeway. In this lane, however, you’ll find talk of love. He says of the poem, “This is a piece about finding love when love isn’t ready for you. Whatever that means to you, that’s your truth. Read this as if it was yours.” 

By Ajax

it was the drive that had me.
I never really minded it; the red upon red;
the blasting of harmony in my ears drowned out the monotony of the wheels on the 405 asphalt.
the driving.
the driving to you.
I would pull into your driveway, my horse drawn carriage hitched as I fell into
you.
Your smile.
Your hands.
You.
As laughter filled the finite space of time and mass that was us,
I knew that I didn’t want to leave. I couldn’t.
But my horse drawn carriage reared, and
Reality told me it was time to go.
I would drive through the twilight, away.
Away from you.
And that red upon red would grace me again.
I peer over to the express checkout. The HOV’s.
And the music no longer drowns out the monotony.
I peer, and the HOV’s peer right back.
High Occupancy.
Occupancy.
Occupancy.
I remember a time; a time of express checkout.
A time of flying over the red upon red, the music not simply drowning out, but flowing with the beat of my wings.
Of our wings.
A time where I can look over and all there was, was you.
And your smile.
And your hands.
And You.
A time before the shift.
Before the silence.
Before the “you” just simply left.
Left me.
And my carriage.
And my harmony.
And me.
All alone, on the asphalt again. Chipping away at the “once-was.”
As I sit, and ponder on why my occupancy was not enough for you, I peer again at the HOV’s.
My wings are clipped.
I cannot fly like I used to.
You grounded me and then you grounded me.
You.
You.
You.

(Jackson Dean, Class of ’19)

Filed Under: Alumni Speak Out, Poetry Tagged With: Ajax

Mental Regime

September 23, 2021 by szachik@pvs.org 2 Comments

We welcome submissions. Featured here is Guest Poet and Sophomore Remy Haring.


A note from the poet: This is the first in a saga of poems that psychologically explores how a part of me sees myself and the world around me; it’s set against an overarching story in the background.

I wake up

I put on my state mandated uniform

I follow a state mandated morning routine

I walk through the grey streets with propaganda blasting everywhere

Everyone on the streets is walking in unison

On one of the grand and illustrious skyscrapers in the distance

 There is a picture of myself with a beret, sunglasses 

and a military uniform decorated with badges

Like morning dew in grass

I am my own dictator

I am my own regime

The regime’s tenants are strict and punishments cruel

Preaching a high and strict moral character

All flaws must be cut away like a perfect diamond

Servility is the only way to popularity

My true essence is hidden in an internment camp far far away

It’s a colorful, enigmatic energy with boundless love and emotion

A bit of that essence leaks out and returns to me

For a minute I just am myself

Bubbly, colorful, creative and sweet

But not for long

A nearby guardsman smashes the butt of his rifle into the back of my head

I’m out cold

I wake up in a courtroom

Shackles bound me

Guards are everywhere

I move

I’m dead

The jurors on either side of me are my peers, family and friends

They find me guilty

The judge unfurls their robe

The judge is me

The gavel is slammed

Sentence: solitary confinement

This may be a cruel fate

But the regime is nothing if not efficient

Filed Under: Poetry Tagged With: Mental Regime, Remy Haring

I have to take my pills

September 22, 2021 by szachik@pvs.org 3 Comments

Poem by thebirdonfire.org staffer Ike Spry

I have to take my pills

I’m a different person without them

Sure, maybe It’s not truly who I am

Or maybe I’m a failure without Western medicine

All the suffering I’ve faced

And the pain I’ve instilled

It doesn’t hurt me anymore

Knowing I live a “fake” persona

Maybe I’m lying to myself

The industry is a scam

I’m running in circles

And everyone’s a sheep but me

Maybe I’ll go off my pills

Sleep on the roof

Fall in love for the sake of my loneliness

And threaten to kill myself for attention

Or maybe

I’ll swallow down the truth

With a cold glass of water

And come to accept 

I have to take my pills

Filed Under: Poetry Tagged With: I have to take my pills, Ike Spry

Calling out myself…

September 13, 2021 by szachik@pvs.org 2 Comments

The sophomores read the poetry of Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz, including her poem “You Foolish Men,” where she calls out . . . well, men. Sophomores in turn wrote poems “calling out” someone. Lilah turns the tables and calls out herself. It caught our eye. Thus, we asked if we could share “Calling out myself…” on thebirdonfire.org. (She said “Yes.”)

By Sophomore Guest Poet Lilah Nick

I always play my music a little too loud,

I always sleep in when I know I have plans,

And I always drink caffeine late at night. 

I always stay up late until my eyelids

Have weights pulling then down, 

And I always “forget” to do my homework,

Telling myself I can finish it later.

I always say no to help because I’m too stubborn.

I drink water when I’m hungry

And isolate myself when I’m lonely.

I think self care forces me to spend 

Too much time with myself 

So I choose destruction everytime.

Is it just self sabotage?


If you have a poem, essay, photograph, animation, rant, opinion you’d like to share, contact the editorial staff at thebirdonfire.org: Jesse Denyer, Aria Mendoza, Roman Rickwood, Ike Spry, and Ms. Zachik.

Filed Under: Poetry Tagged With: Calling out myself..., Lilah Nick

Ode to a Chocolate Sweater

September 7, 2021 by szachik@pvs.org 1 Comment

By Sophomore Guest Poet Lilah Nick

   The sophomores read the poetry of Pablo Neruda, including “Ode to My Socks.” Then, the sophomores penned a few odes of their own. Here, Lilah details her complicated relationship with her brown sweater.

         A sweater that looks like it

 belonged to a thin, short, grandpa. 

Passed from stranger to stranger,

To friend to friend. 

I’ll never be sure why you

passed it along to me. 

Did you think it was ugly?

Were the light brown stripes

Too loud for your taste?

Was it better suited for me?

Maybe you didn’t like the 

Strange velvety, chocolate 

 brown fabric. 

My mother says it’s velour. 

I quite like the feel of it. 

Not too thick but not too

thin so I won’t freeze. 

Maybe you didn’t like it 

because of the smell.

When you smelled the sweater 

you could tell it did in fact 

come from a grandpa. 

But all you had to do was wash it. 

Was it the itchy tag? 

The old frayed tag from a

brand that no longer exists. 

It’s not too bad, I don’t mind it. 

Was it too large on your small frame?

You have the same build

as your mother. 

Small, petit, a little bony,

but rather tall for your little size. 

You might have thought

I’d fill it out better. 

I’ll won’t tell you this

but I think it looks better on me.

Maybe it is just an ugly sweater

that belonged to an old man. 

That’s what my mother says 

every time I put it on.

I never wear it now because

I’m afraid she’ll make fun of me. 

But I know I’ll pull on that 

ugly old sweater and 

wear it on the cold nights 

In December. 

I’ll never stop wondering,

why did I get this chocolate sweater?

Filed Under: Poetry Tagged With: Lilah Nick, Ode to a Chocolate Sweater

Sophomore Love Sonnets

August 30, 2021 by szachik@pvs.org 2 Comments

The sophomores are studying Latin American poetry in literature class. Of course, they read the love sonnets of Pablo Neruda. Then, they wrote their own “love” sonnets. Here is a sampling of two.

Love-Hate Relationship

By Levi Kassinove

What is my only source of happiness

That randomly triggers bouts of despair?

An endless stream of content

I can never look away from

Even if it kills me

I’ll spend thirty bucks on a case

And watch it shatter on the concrete next week

Great

I’ll watch anything

You provide an escape from the world around me

So the content doesn’t matter

Even if it’s mind-numbing

IPhone 12,

I love you because I can’t live without you

*****************************

My Love Sonnet

By Sophomore Anonymous

I was never a pretty girl.

It was rare that someone 

Showed me attention

And when they did they

Never really meant it,

It was never real affection. 

So, I found myself wrapped up

In the beautiful world of books.

How they loved me 

when I was someone else.

Falling in love was magical,

But it was never really real.

So now I’m just a dumb girl

With expectations higher than heaven.

Filed Under: Poetry Tagged With: Levi Kassinove, Sophomore Love Sonnets

The 8th-Grade Shares “Where They’re From”

August 24, 2021 by szachik@pvs.org 2 Comments

To start out their study of the American Story, 8th-grade literature students composed poems detailing where they’re from, what objects define their households, their upbringing, their culture, and their roots. The following is a sampling of the food, products, and stories that surround our vibrant, many-voiced 8th Grade.

I Am From Poem

By Matteo Lam

I am from Maui Ocean

From Coconut hand soap and Nba 2k Sports 

I am from a spacious cool house

Comfortable, cozy, with the aroma of delicious food 

I am from a watermelon seed, 

giant leafy vines, flowers budding, green all over with the exception of the unfortunate leaves spotted by the scorching sun, and finally my matured watermelon at the end of the vine.

I’m from Christmas and bringing Santa and brown eyes

From Natalie and Christina

I’m from taking off my shoes in my house and warm greetings on arrival from school

From “Do your best” and “be safe, have fun”

I’m from Christianity, always praying for peace for All.

I’m from Santa Monica and an Italian Mamma and an American Asian Dad

Musubi, pasta

From getting a fish hook stuck in my finger, taking it out myself and rejecting a hello kitty bandaid 

The independence of my older sister

In my house walls pictures of memories

Reminds me of all the good times we’ve had

I am from those moments and the dream of what I will become.

**********************************************

I Am From

By Emily Feffer

I am from a small house

From Dr. Pepper and Cherry Coke

I am from the seeds of home-grown tomatoes

(Red and yellow, as sweet as sugar)

I am from dandelions and grapefruits

Resilient and kind

I’m from reunions and feasts

From James and Trisha

I’m from the work and friendliness

From yeses and nos

I’m from Catholicism and Christmas

I’m from Palm Springs

Hamburgers and rice, bundt cakes as well

From the skunk in the barn

The recipes of Elizabeth

In the closet, relics and photos

Showing who was there, and when they were.

***********************************************

I Am From

By Nicole Jowitt

I am from receipts turned into bookmarks,

from Barilla Pasta and Safeway shopping bags, 

I am from the wood chips in the backyard, 

sharp, miscellaneous, they crinkled beneath my feet. 

I am from the redwood trees, 

Who I remember towering over me like giants.

I’m from red envelopes and talking until the clock strikes midnight,

I’m from Michelle and Cullen, 

I’m from play fights and road trips, 

From what was that? and let me see your grades. 

I’m from sleeping in on Sunday mornings, 

I’m from the green fields of Ireland and the bustling city of Hong Kong, 

hot-and-sour-soup and crumbly coffee cake, 

From my great-grandmother’s graduation from law school,

To the multi-colored quilts my grandfather made. 

Boxes hidden under a bed hide photos of all ages, 

Slowly slipping from black and white to color.

I am from those photos, 

aged yet unmoving,

tying me to my past.

*********************************

I Am From

By Sherwin Hemmati

I am from technology 

From Google to Teslas 

I am from the lanterns across the backyard 

Glowing, bright, as you could feel the heat

I am from the roses

Who we still use to this day for respect 

I’m from Nowruz and kindness 

From Ryan and Sena 

I’m from the sweet tea but not as sweet as walking the dog

From you have to be a doctor and no food until your room is clean

I’m from the value of peace and solidarity 

I’m from the rockets launching to the beautiful roads of Iran

Guarma sabsi to cooked kabab 

From our grandpa telling years of stories of his childhood, where we quickly fell asleep

********************************

I Am From

By Emerson Roth Price

I am from the old tire swing hanging from the tree in our front yard.

From Cactus Cooler and Otter pops.

I am from the old house down the street

overgrown, tall, and shady.

I am from roses,

With a smell as strong as they are red.

I’m From birthday bumps, and Brown eyes.

From Carla And Merrit.

From bobbing legs up and down uncontrollably

And Always turning work in just a bit late.

From Monsters under my bed,

And Bravery Is key.

I’m from going to church with my friend

And The smell of pine needles on Christmas.

I am from the tall mountains of Canada.

From Kimchi, And sour candy.

From the time we went sledding across a highway.

From the dark brown hair and eyes.

I am from the Pictures still above the fireplace reminding us of simpler times.

From the wolf carving passed down for generations since WWI.

*****************************

I Am From

By Ciera Carr

I am from ants

feeding off of the kitchen counter, 

taking over cereal boxes.

From colorful tide pods and Bounce dryer sheets

From mold growing on the concrete floors

(a broken sprinkler flooded the house, creating a kiddie pool in the living room)

I am from watching as wasps invade the mud dauber’s nest

I’m from leftovers and supplements in the fridge

I am from John and Tonya

I am from reciting the best lines of Austin Powers and Stripes, 

From binging horror movies my mom was too scared to watch

From being told not to touch locked cars

due to the possibility of electrocution,

A fear ingrained by my father.

I’m from untraditional Christianity having arguments with atheism,

Flowers weren’t needed, for the topic of religion was already the centerpiece of our dinner table.

I am from the humid south and frigid northeast, 

holding hands in the sand of a scorching desert.

From experimental concoctions and unflavored white chicken, more than meeting the caucaisian stereotype

I’m from the demented mind of a former school teacher 

(Great Grandma Maude taught the students of her memory even while deaf, blind, and dying in her bed)

From the screeching of my father’s singing as he tried to impress my mom,

comparable to the mating call of a moose.

The pictures on our walls are of strangers, 

old celebrities smiling and laughing with wide beady eyes 

boring into one’s soul,

While the pictures I am connected to are hidden,

tucked away in ripped cardboard boxes, 

buried beneath old clothes. 

I am from these forgotten photo albums and baby pictures,

Old, crinkled, and yellowed, causing everyone to appear jaundiced,

they tie me to both my past, and the past of my family. 

Filed Under: Poetry Tagged With: Ciera Carr, Emerson Price, Emily Feffer, Matteo Lam, Nicole Jowitt, Sherwin Hemmati

The AP Lang Experience in Verse

November 6, 2019 by szachik@pvs.org 2 Comments

A Poem by Andrew Hall (who turns his AP Lang angst into poetry)

Audience Favorite at CSF’s Spooky Open Mic on the Green

The literary genius himself.


Four students, all alike in dignity

In Ms. Zachik’s class where we lay our scene

4 friends, all with grammar ability

Where daily points have all remained unclean

From forth Andrew, Kyle, Evan get 4s all the time

A pair of star-crossed graders get their 5s

Ms. Zachik and Jake, they see eye to eye

And Adventures of Jake, seem like archives

The fearful grade book, where these points are marked

And the continuance of answers rage

Andrew, Kyle, and Evan sit in the dark

As Ms. Zachik slowly writes on the page

What she may write, patience is what survives

Look on Mybackpack, ’twas a 4 of 5

Editor: Luke Langlois

Filed Under: Poetry Tagged With: Andrew Hall, The AP Lang Experience in Verse

Curtains

October 23, 2019 by szachik@pvs.org Leave a Comment

Guest Poet, Jay, shares with us a spooky poem.


I hide behind the curtains 

Of my dusty little room

Waiting for the day to come 

When happiness will resume.

As I wander around

Lost

Never found

I find myself 

Going round and round

In circles of pain

Again and again

Alone.

And the only light

In this little box

Is from a tiny lamp

Next to the tiny clock

Tick

Tock

Tick

Tock

Black.

But every time there’s another storm

And the lightning cracks

And the thunder roars

Boom

Clap

Boom

Clap

Scared.

And every time that fear comes back

It’s not alone

The wood floors crack

Foot

Step

Foot

Step

Scream.

Now it’s done

The fear has gone

The lights are shining

The power is on

But no one will ever know but one

What takes place

When the curtains are drawn.

-Jay

Filed Under: Poetry Tagged With: Curtains, Jay

Where is Home

September 23, 2019 by szachik@pvs.org Leave a Comment

Editor Renée assigned the Blog staff the subject “Home.” She plays along herself, contributing these thoughts on “Home.” What do you have to add?

By Renée

We’ve all felt loss

Felt emptiness

Felt lonely


We want to go home 


Home is where 


We feel secure

Feel loved 

Feel accepted


We can rest


Where is home?

Filed Under: Home, Poetry Tagged With: Renée, Where is Home

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We are the Palm Valley Firebirds of Rancho Mirage, California. Join us in our endeavors. Venture through the school year with us, perusing the artwork of our students, community, and staff. Our goal is to share the poems, stories, drawings and photographs, essays and parodies that come out of our school. Welcome aboard!